As I sat in the Café reading, I realized that I have been lying to myself for decades. My narrative to myself, has been that I didn’t like to study, I couldn’t learn as others, that I was incapable of more. What a lie!
For decades now, I have been reading voraciously, studying to understand, concentrating on becoming better, and knowledgeable. My appetite for learning is huge, the difference is, I was not excited in the subjects that society & government had us study in school, which I had little to no interest in. My interest lie in areas we are not taught in preschool to high school. My interest lay in psychology, mindfulness, understanding human behavior and its effects on others. Not algebra. We are all so vastly different, it takes all kinds to make the world go round.
Being a curious Piscean, I crave knowing and understanding what makes people “tick” and who We truly are. I enjoy intimacy with others, in regards to feelings, openness, vulnerability I find the lack of transparency in others bores me.
Thankful, Grateful and Blessed!