She told me that in my last lifetime, my Mother and I knew each other, but were not together, she was a woman and I was a man. She was a dancer and I was a very successful pianist. She could not tell me what had happened in that lifetime between us, but my Mother hated me to the point of wanting to kill me.
Because of this relationship we had, we have the one we do today. I will have to find the way to love her, and forgive, otherwise I will not find or have lasting love, the one thing I desire the most and eludes me. It felt like an aha moment.
At least now, I can make a plan for change and healing.
Thankful, Grateful and Blessed!