Why?

I am saddened by the fact, that I long and desire to do so many things, but find I hold myself back from them out of fear, insecurities, shame and anxiety.

I feel so good about myself when I am able to push my way through the crippling insecurities. I find it amusing when others tell me they see me so strong,  a person who would not feel the things I do inside, or the demons I fight on a daily basis. I guess I exude the person I wish I was, or is it that I am that person, and have false feelings of inadequacy? I am not sure which it is, but I would love to overcome it.

As they say one step at a time, and my favorite quote : Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. – Martin Luther King Jr.

Thankful, Grateful and Blessed! 

 

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