I am saddened by the fact, that I long and desire to do so many things, but find I hold myself back from them out of fear, insecurities, shame and anxiety.
I feel so good about myself when I am able to push my way through the crippling insecurities. I find it amusing when others tell me they see me so strong, a person who would not feel the things I do inside, or the demons I fight on a daily basis. I guess I exude the person I wish I was, or is it that I am that person, and have false feelings of inadequacy? I am not sure which it is, but I would love to overcome it.
As they say one step at a time, and my favorite quote : Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. – Martin Luther King Jr.
Thankful, Grateful and Blessed!