As I think about what the Shaman had said to me, I have not been able to stop thinking about it and how I interpreted her messages to me/for me.
I believe 1000% there are no mistakes and no coincidences. She came along just when I was aware that something was still outstanding in my learning, forgiveness, and acceptance, and was open to hearing it, learning it, and move forward, as standing still is not for me.
Through her messages, I got my answers. Not what I wanted to hear, but what I needed to hear.
I had to realize that the people I felt had hurt me the most, were the ones who love me the most, to give me hardest lessons, that would affect me drastically, if I could not forgive, let go and find love for them regardless.
I am actively working on my journey of true forgiveness and love for those I feel have hurt me. I know that it was all for my own good and growth.
I am truly thankful to know the lessons or at least some of them I have to work on, grateful my heart was open, and willing to do the work, blessed to have more time and chances to accomplish them.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!