I am so grateful I am able and do love so immensely and deeply. I am bewildered by my ability to do so, as I didn’t feel it as a child from those I should have.
I feel fortunate to have a loving heart but do realize I protect it from being broken again. It is a catch 22, learning to be vulnerable and guarded, not sure if that is possible.
I know that when I feel safe I will be able to open my heart to experience the beauty of loving and being loved.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!