I have so many questions and find few answers I can verify or anyone who can for that matter. I question so many things, the after life, our souls planning, destiny, fate, past, present, future, will I have love again, or ever, how long will I live, how will I die, will I be afraid, will I be alone, will I succeed, will I see my dreams and hopes manifest, I could go on forever.
I don’t think I am unique in this. I do wonder if perhaps I think of these things more than others, because I don’t have distractions, like a husband and children to occupy my time, or is it just in my nature? Am I at an age where most question their lives, and reason for living. Maybe a bit afraid of what growing old will be like for me? Will I suffer chronic pain as my Mother does with severe Rheumatoid arthritis?
I look for answers at every turn, hoping to get the answers I long to know. Patience is a virtue I am working on.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!