I believe wholeheartedly that we chose our lives, our experiences, our lessons (good and bad) we need for our Souls growth.
With this in mind, I question why I chose my life, my parents, my experiences, my lessons and on, I am confident I am not the only one who does.
For some reason unknown to me in this physical world, it has become obvious that I chose the lesson of being alone for the majority of what has been my lifetime. I am not sure why I would have chosen it, other than it may be some karmic debt, a lesson for sure.
I truly believe there are no mistakes or coincidences. This is the life I chose. These are the lessons I need and agreed to.
So, I suck it up and pray that I won’t be alone much longer. I do have to admit, I am o.k. being alone and doing as I chose without having to take another person into consideration, sounds selfish I know, I am just looking at it from a positive stand point. Might as well!
I admit the hardest time is holiday season, I look forward to that season so much, then realize I will be spending it alone, sadness does come over me. Here is praying this too will become something of the past.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!