Violence, abuse and jealousy

By now I am sure, if you have read my blog, you know I am 1000% sure that I chose my life, experiences, trials, lessons, etc.

With that in mind as I look into past relationships that I clearly chose, I see a lot of violence, humiliation, control, betrayal, abuse in all forms and jealousy.  It makes me wonder why I chose this, what did I intend to learn from it???

People have asked me more than times than I can count, how I have been able to forgive the perpetrators of these behaviors towards me. I can honestly say I don’t know. I can say that taking responsibility and being accountable, as some say “owning it” , by believing that I chose, needed, participated, and inflicted the similar behaviors at times.

I look back now and feel how Thankful I am, to all those Souls who agreed to give me the lessons my Soul wanted and needed.

Incredibly grateful to be able to forgive and love through it, because of it, and growing, admitting my fault in it, while all along being blessed by the protection of my guardian angels.

Thank you for all those who have stood by while I figure it out, and thank you for those of you who gave me the lessons I wanted and needed.

Thankful, Grateful & Blessed! 

 

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