Who am I? I mean I know the name I was given at birth, the person people think I should be, but Why am I really here? I know there has to be more to it, I know I have Karma to pay because we all do. I am sure I am here for all of it, but why?
I don’t want to sound negative, but I am truly confused, curious and dumb founded, at times. Not knowing if I am heading in the right direction or doing what I need to do, to progress the growth of my soul.
While I know I am especially lucky in so many areas of life!
Balance is always necessary . A give and take, a ying and yang. At least it should be, right?
Why give me so many blessings and accompany them with insecurities, and lack of confidence? Are you waiting for me to show up, to use my gifts and flourish instead of dwell on the negative self doubt? One side of me, says suck it up buttercup, the other says just wants to throw in the towel.
For today, all I can promise, is that I will not give up, I will keep my faith for a better future. While it is not always easy, in the long run I know I will be thankful I did. There is a silver lining in everything, just have to look for it.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!