I could feel awful about leaving the relationships I have. Yet I cant, especially I wouldn’t, why? because if it wasn’t for me letting go and moving on, I would have stayed in the same dysfunction, reliving the exact same lesson over and over again, without improving in any way.
It was having the courage to leave and move on, not knowing the outcome or if I would ever be in another relationship or ever be loved, that showed my strength. I knew I could not stay, it is not for me. I need to go big or go home, and I am not going home, not until I have accomplished what I intended to accomplish. I may not have been an over achiever academically in this lifetime, but for sure I am an over achiever in my desire to learn and grow spiritually, that is all that matters to me this time around.
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!