Coming to terms with the now

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When I finally decided I was moving to another state, the thought of getting my things there was daunting.

Other than the fact I had just bought new furniture that I will be paying for the next five years, interest free of course. I also had two large closets full of clothing I thought I would one day miraculously be skinny enough to fit in again, or clothing I was sure I would need or miss someday. I had to take a good look in the mirror and come to terms with the reality of the now. I will probably never be 125 lbs. again and fit into those Bebe pants, today I am 150 lbs. and would rather wear Lululemon, the person I am today is not the same  person who purchased most of it anyway. Thank God!

I knew it was time to let go! I decided to stop lying to my myself and enjoy the stage I am in, by admitting that is is who I am TODAY, I worked really hard to be me where and who I am.

So I cleared out the closet, only keeping what is age appropriate and fits now! It was easier than I thought and now when I look at my closet I don’t see it full of nothing to wear.

Letting go, letting it be, and accepting what is.

Thankful, Grateful & Blessed! 

 

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