How much of our birth do we re-experience?

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Book of repitition(From “Repetition” by Doris Cohen)

“Her consciousness as a fetus, Eileen exclaimed “I feel terrified! I know if I don’t get out of here, I’m going to die.” The motivation of survival is, bar none, the strongest instinct in human beings. We want to live at any cost. “

🏥 💡This makes so much sense to me. My Mother told me that her water had broken and it took a couple of days before they performed an emergency C-Section to yank me out of her, bringing me into a stark bright room, full of anxiety and fear, my mothers and the medial personnel not to mention what mine must’ve been.

Before reading this book, I would speak about how terrifying for my mother, I imagine how her experience in giving me birth must have been like for her. I have tried to talk to her about it, but never got what I was looking for in our conversation, which isn’t surprising.

Now, I see how that experience alone answers some things for me.

♓️Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!  

 

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