Through much reflection, thought, reading, crying, pitying myself, praying, begging, pleading, and wanting to give up at times. I have come to realize that one of my lessons might be to learn, to be independent from everyone and anyone, to stand for myself by myself and be self sufficient.
Honestly, it is not like I have had another option, unless I wanted to be dependent on another at a very high price, one I am not and was not willing to pay, not then and not now.
This makes me feel proud of myself. I am thankful and always grateful to those who come along and bless me with tokens of their love and compassion.
♓️Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!