I will not sacrifice my well being as I once did, this is my promise to Myself. I am my priority from now on!
In my “past” life in this body, I would bend over backwards to give to others, all the while sacrificing my emotional, mental and physical health to accommodate or fulfill other peoples needs, which rarely to never were reciprocated.
I did it for a couple of reasons, first I was trained by a Narcissist Father and a Narcissist/Borderline personality mother, to give at all cost without expecting anything in return, second I desperately wanted to be accepted, liked and loved.
Now, even though it is going against the grain to STOP myself, to retrain myself to change the way I respond to other peoples demands, and think of my well being first and for most. It might sound selfish but in all reality, I came into this world alone, and I will go out the same way.
If I don’t take care of me, and love me more, no one else will. If they don’t like me or love me, that is their loss. I am likable and lovable, the problem is not me, it is the person who cannot love themselves or like themselves who cannot give that to another.
