Today is my Fathers 76th birthday. He is off traveling in Europe with his second family. He was the first man I fell in love with and looked up to. Our relationship has taken so many turns and ups and downs.
Unfortunately, because of his narcissism he is unable to love me, this is just a fact of the personality disorder. Regardless, it still cuts me like a shard of glass through my heart, yet my love for him is undying and constant, the difference is I no longer live for his acceptance, and approval.
Someday when his soul has rejoined heaven, he will be able to see and perhaps feel the reality of those he has left behind and disregarded.
I don’t hold my breath anymore, I love him, I forgive him and I let him go. For ME! Because I love me more!
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed!